It's never easy to let go of what you are familiar with and move onto something new. You wonder if it is the correct choice; for you and those around you. Everything you do in life affects someone else. It's like throwing a rock in the water and watching the ripples go out into the pond. Moving a leaf, disrupting a frog on a branch. Changing the flow of life. My flow is changing again. Moving like a wave, not a ripple. It feels like a waterfall, cascading over a cliff, not seeing the bottom, but hitting it nonetheless, and flowing down river to a new shore.
I'm trying to envision what that shore looks like; pristine, white and calming, or rocky with branches and debris from the river.
I could always see what was happening in my life, and this is twice now, that I have not been able to. Maybe my age, maybe lack of a set direction. I don't know. I only know that this change is going to happen. It's coming, sooner than I want, sooner than I am ready for.
It's painful, one of the most painful experiences I have been faced with, and if you follow me, and know me, I have faced a lot of painful events.
That is it for today~ peace
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