drowning

Alive, yet so numb...

Numb to the inhabitants of this world.

The careless souls who dote on inflicting what for's

and how comes.

The sacredness of my soul

lost in the mix up of who's who

and when and where.

All of this;

All of this for an extraordinary moment of

Numbness.

Is it worth it.... the pain that is created for a moment in time 

One that will mean nothing; that should mean nothing. 

fading away into space and time

a cut so deep it sears.

Hot, sharp, ripping apart 

so much heat to create the numbness. 

drowning...